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this entry has nothing to do with the significance of friday the 13th nor does it explain why i put that as the title.
i think ive been ranting alot these past few days andd fair enough, that's the sign that i'm feeling stghessed. geez. I've been attempting to watch videos online and play online games to de-stress but that doesn't work out well cus the stghess level gets even higher after that (at the sight of a heap of books).

some random thoughts...

If there is a random question posed to me about 'what irks me the most', i'd easily say...people who don't respect knowledge...and that may come across in the form of actions or words. It irks me so much when some people happily step on other people's notes and books or 'langkah' some books that happen to be on the floor. Well maybe it's my fault cus i didn't put it on the table but at least help to alihkan ke tepi can? pantang seh. Oklah my fault cus i left it on the floor. -_-

Well, i was reading this book about the educational development of Malays and what irked me was the attitude of some people in the past who do not want to send their kids to school and their resistance towards new knowledge. We, people (be it peribumis or non-peribumis) need to bask in knowledge to progress and remain competitive kan. But i don't blame them completely uh cus i understand this problem was compounded by the fact that the non-peribumi's (immigrants) are taking over the country and the political scene back then. hmm. But oh I felt nauseated cum angry reading a demeaning comment by Resident Crawford who mentioned that 'the native inhabitants of Singapore have not yet attained the state of civilisation and knowledge that would qualify them to derive advantage from the education system in Singapore Institution (the name of RI then)'. Satu kritikan yang tak boleh angs. Fine, we shall prove these people otherwise and show them that we can succeed in dunya and the hereafter k. insyaAllah. aja aja my people! heh.

this is going to be one of those unimportant entries.

living life essay by essay. That's my current state of life right now and soon enough it's the exam period. How amusing. sungguh no life. the last time i'd watched a movie was when? eons ago.

on another note, seriously bahasa melayu has a limited amount of vocabulary. what's the meaning of patronising in malay? hmm. this is bad.

am at the 16th page but i still have yet to touch on the theory. hah.

good luck to me.


(edited)

'If it's wrong to tell the truth
Then what am I supposed to do
When all I want to do is speak my mind'

don't grow up too fast
and don't embrace the past
this life's too good to last
and i'm too young to care

don't kid yourself
and don't fool yourself
this life could be the last
and we're too young to see

these are the days when i feel like kicking shadows on the streets and screaming out loud in the corridors.
 
i wish i were a fictional character instead. sigh.

oh Allah, i pray and pray tomorrow will be a better day.

amin